A strange mix of gratitude and grief. Retirement is one of those seasons we spend years thinking about. We imagine having more time. More freedom. More mornings without an alarm clock. More opportunities to travel, visit family, or tackle the projects we've put off for years. For many people, those dreams become reality. And yet, I think retirement can surprise us. Along with excitement, there can be a quiet sadness that we didn't expect. For years, our work gave shape to our